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don't know who i am or when i'm coming so you sleep
2010.09.22
11.56
@747
<3 23
“When one has weighed the sun in the balance, and measured the steps of the moon, and mapped out the seven heavens, there still remains oneself. Who can calculate the orbit of his own soul? Oscar Wilde. De Profundis (via fuckyeah-oscarwilde)

(Source: fuckyeahoscarwilde, via carsinmycoffee)
|Oscar Wilde   |soul   |orbit   
2010.09.20
23.54
@245
“A very real challenge in life is to learn to consistently treat yourself like a friend, a brother, a sister, a mother, a father…
A healthy serene sensuous world needs your own gentle electric touch, your own warm strong heart, and your own clever clean mind…

lots of love from,

dj esp
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14.20
@847
<3 2
Flags by Theresa Nickol

The flags were waving directly in front my face very early in my relationship. Whether I chose to ignore them or intentionally avoided them I still am unsure. 

“this is an incredible piece of writing that should be required reading for every man before he can call himself one:” - Arno, Life After Hate

Agreed. The last few days, in particular, I have been thinking deeply about faith. One does not necessarily have to cheat to be unfaithful, and one person alone cannot (and should not) bear the burden of restoring bonds of trust (if they were ever there to begin with).

To be fair, love is mind altering. If it is love, the ideal would be that it is in a good way. But what of those in relationships content to suffer in psychic isolation, unwilling or unable to extend the benefits of doubt?

Two bonded at the deepest levels as One, for better or worse, will at last know the most profound pains of the other. And love does heal… but do not ignore the flags and find help in action, if need be, lest those pains become confused with love.

To never sacrifice your faith or betray that in others seems easier said than done sometimes, but these are the foundation of trust.
2010.09.02
06.55
@538
<3 1

There will come a time in your life when you will ask yourself a series of questions.
Am I happy with who I am?
Am I happy with the people around me?
Am I happy with what I’m doing?
Am I happy with the way my life is going?
Do I have a life or am I just living?
Do not let these questions restrain or trouble you just point youself in the direction of your dreams find your strengh in the sound and make your transition.

Do I spend too much time thinking and not enough doing.
Did I try the hardest at any of my dreams?
Did I purposely let others discourage me when I knew I could?
Will I die never knowing what I could have been or could of done?
Do not let these doubts restrain or trouble you just point yourself in the direction of your dreams.
Find your strength in the sound and make your transition.

There will be people who say you can’t - but you will.
There will be people who say you dont mix this with that and you will say “watch me”.
There will be people who will say play it safe, thats too risky - you will take that chance and have no fear.
You wont let these questions restrain or trouble you.
You will point yourself in the direction of your dreams.
You will find the strength in the sound and make your transition.

For those who know its time to leave the house and go back to the field.
Find your strength in the sound and make your transition.

—The Unknown Writer
(Underground Resistance - Transition)


2010.08.31
04.51
@452
<3 3

Thank you, Jeff!

jeffgage:

Have a Nice Life - The future

It was tagged ambient, industrial, metal, post.rock, shoegaze, which seems about right. From their 2008 album Deathconsciousness, which is great.

I’m not sure if this is really The Future or Deep, Deep (Which are nothing alike… one or the other is an instrumental), but it’s awesome. And the things I’m hearing off that album are exactly that… great.

jesus christ, why is love so lonely
all water on earth
evaporates into steam and erupts from the ground
does anyone else feel guilty?
like I did it all myself
one feels a lack of love and there’s no limit
to the explosive power of this bomb
how do we reconcile our deaths
we’d better figure it out before long


2010.08.30
01.32
@313
<3 1
[CLUI] URBAN CRUDE: The Oil Fields of the Los Angeles Basin

Photo: CLUI

I know there are random oil wells all over the country, and in unexpected places, but I had no idea that they would exist on such a massive scale in the United States’ second most densely populated metro area.

The Center for Land Use Interpretation got it going on with this exhibition… and the other collections on their set look about as interesting.

Next time you pass someplace and wonder, “What is that building for?”, you might want to look into it.
2010.08.28
07.18
@554

May 2nd, 1998 - Dj ESP Woody McBride Starts his set w/ Toxygene by The Orb to get everyone pumping.

I was completely lethargic except for the space around this moment, and when Electric Indigo took the decks (after a couple of smart drinks to try to get alert)… All of a sudden, she’s tearing it up, and I’m in bliss.  Wish I would have had it in me to stay later… Miles and Dieselboy had yet to go on, IIRC.

                        sat may 2  .  milwaukee, wi  .  RITE OF SPRING |

Network 10 and Particular Malfunction would like to 

invite you to an evening with

ELECTRIC INDIGO ~ hard wax ~ vienna, austria

ESP WOODY MCBRIDE ~ communique, labworks, DBN ~ minneapolis

DAN EFEX ~ time unlimited ~ chicago

MYSTICAL INFLUENCE ~ syrous/renegades, vinyl syndicate ~ toronto

MILES MAEDA ~ san diego

DIESELBOY ~ subbase USA, tech itch, 611 records ~ philly

sound and lights by log2

$15 presale, $20 door

info:

414.390.1281  414.256.1397

414.256.1350  608.283.3255

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06.29
@520

Jean Michel Jarre - Oxygene 8

http://www.discogs.com/Jean-Michel-Jarre-Oxygene-7-13/master/77597

Oxygene_7-13_album_cover

2010.08.20
21.30
@145

A quiet night with the homecomputers.

It was lovely to have Kraftwerk stop through in 2008. Quite a different show from back then!  The mood here was darker and more sparse They wore green neon light-up suits and performed behind small semi-hidden consoles on a podium each for four total. They were dancing.  They used video heavily, performing in front of a large projection screen. Wireframe animation, archive footage of bicycle racing stuff. Classy.

I thought it was cool… they jammed a bit, and they really helped us all me get loose, ditch the nostalgia, and enjoy the show. Much dancing.  Thanks, computers :)

That said, I’d love to see Kraftwerk (for free) at the [Local and well-decorated Concert Hall with Comfortable Seating], just fiddling with vintage synthesizers. Kraftwerk should also listen to my ideas.

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20.00
@083
<3 3

The 80’s were quite imaginative, among other things.

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